anxiety
7:16 p.m. - 2004-09-03

Oh it begins... I hate my body, I hate my head, I hate my lack of control, and I hate society for not understanding something I doubt I ever will either.

Where are you?

I am so [so] afraid to lose it again this time around. I'm afraid. I can't afford to fuck up anymore, I need to stop murdering myself every night. But I still find it hard to take stupidity and irrational school policies seriously. whatever, what happens, happens.

[ANXIETY]

Lex

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